busy little bee

finals and presentations have kept me busy lately. also, I attended my first board meeting yesterday. weird how my life have changed completely the last three months, from doing nothing to being super busy. I like it though. changes are good, that´s what I´ve realized. 

class

im in class right now. a little too hang over from yesterday. but it´s ok. the whole class was out and about and wasted. good fun! 

only that right now, we are sitting here and no one is really following. 

the problem of being blonde, and out going, is that when Im not there, people notices, like the professor right now when she was like, oh how come you werent in class last time? shit! thought she wouldnt notice. too bad! 

im going surfing later...hopefully that will wake me up since the water is ICE cold. 

snow and surgery

Im in sweden!!! it´s snow and freezing cold- but I love it! 

Really nice to be with my dear family, that i don´t get to see that often, that´s the only bad thing of not living in Sweden. thank god for airplanes though! ;) 

In 2 hours Im having a surgery. I´m doing all right...not nervous, since it´s the fourth surgery on my foot. Girls, doing sport can be dangerous. I got the injury from playing soccer, tennis and dancing. now many years later, Im still paying off. well...do sports but not all three on a  "professional" level. ok, hospital calling, gotta go! 

caotic!!!

That's what my life is now. caotic. so little time until im moving, and yet nothing done.
well...I still have a week to pack my whole life, send it to Sweden (the things Im not bringing to the States) sell my car (which is a problem since it has Swedish licence plates, but my dear man is a cliff and helps me with that) arrange for the payments, go to the embassy for the visa interview, find a place to stay in San Diego. Well...watch me, I'll make it!

//To resolve an eqvation you have to find all the roots.//

my time...is not now

who ever thought finding a decent job was this hard???

anyway in times like these you know who's your friend. ;)
im trying to stay positive however I know that Ive been a pain in the ass lately. complaining about the job sitation and not doing MORE about it. Sorry guys.

so next move I might make is to California...another crazy move of mine. but seriously i can't live on love and air for much longer...even if I wish it worked like that. and who wouldn't want to wake up with this view....

well...at least that no?!

So finally I wake up and the sun is shining. Have you realized how much easier things are when the sun is shining?! I mean...getting out of bed is 100 times easier in sunshine as opposed to getting up in rain...

So I bought paint the other day...decided that I want to start to paint. well have I opened up and started? no...but just the fact that it's standing there available for me for when ever Im ready it makes me feel so much better.
I have all these ideas on what to paint. I wanna do like my friend has done...copy Roy Lichtenstein, but then add some new elements to it. hm...im sure im being very original hahaha

and while Im painting I'm going to listen to this and wonder why she had to die that young. it's a good tuuuune.

the other thing I was thinking of doing today is going to the beach. I miss the sea. but if im going or not is not the question. at least I was thinking of going. and this is what wikipedia says about thinking:
Thought and thinking are mental forms and processes, respectively ("thought" is both.) Thinking allows beings to model the world and to deal with it effectively according to their objectives, plans, ends and desires. Words referring to similar concepts and processes include cognition, sentience, consciousness, idea, and imagination.

Thinking involves the cerebral manipulation of information, as when we form concepts, engage in problem solving, reason and make decisions.

Thinking is a higher cognitive function and the analysis of thinking processes is part of cognitive psychology.

so according to this, just the fact that I was thinking is a great deal on its own!

well obviously everything is easy if you're big in japan!

what's going on today?

that's the question I ask myself every morning. what's going on today?
well depending on the weather really. my new hobby has turned out to be youtube. what an invention, i mean you find everything on there! yesterday I got caught in old episodes of nilecity this tv-series that was popular when I was a teenager. it was hilarious....good times good times.

so they said it was going to be sunny today. well they were wrong. it's still this gloomy boring grey day and it's cold. didn't know that rome could get this cold. well little did I know!

so today i have to go to my agency and get my paycheck, that's about how exciting my day looks like. i really do feel creative do. maybe paint a painting. but without paint it's kinda hard. hm...play the piano, but then again without the piano even that gets a bit tough.
yesterday i went to a jazz concert...it was nice. but then I was wondering what am I here to do? i need to find something quickly, because im literally going mad!

I read about this swedish hollywood actress today, malin akerman, she said in an interview that three years ago she was broke and lived at a friends house. so that's where i am now, so maybe there's still hope for me. maybe in three years you'll read about me in some magazine?!

today's quote is actually a video. a thank you to a very special someone!