så var det dags igen!

jaha...så var man här igen då.
(mi dispiace ora scrivo in svedese siccome sono in svezia...)

nu har jag varit i hemma i sverige i cirka två veckor. det har varit jobbigt, omtumlande, ett givande och tagande. och alldeles för mkt stress som vanligt. både fysiskt och psykiskt. mina älskade vänner, ni med andra ord, har däremot hjälpt mig och varit där, så tack för att ni är så gulliga och är där trots att ni nu har väntat i snart sex år på att jag ska komma hem. Men nu blir det väl antagligen så till sommaren. YEEEEY!!! skulle ju egentligen ut å svänga på dem lurviga igår igen, men så blev ikke fallet. efter en heldag utav shopping med mamma (och hon säger att jag har shoppingproblem??!) så skulle jag bara hem och äta var det tänkt å sen ut med nillapillan. men istället blev det sängen med tv tittandes. orkade inte ens lyfta huvudet. iaf så tittade jag på ett sådant oerhört givande program som Supernanny. Men det var nog det bästa jag kunde ha gjort. jag kom fram till att jag behöver helt enkelt en supernanny själv...så genast kände jag mig bättre när jag satte upp lite mål och krav på mig själv.

men likförbannat så vaknade jag ju tre timmar senare än klockan ringde. men jag hann till tåget ändå bara för att upptäcka att jag inte hade kontanter eller busskort. kunde inte ringa mor o far igen, ingår nämligen i min plan att som 25 åring to be så är det väldigt pinsamt att vara pengaberoende av dem, så jag kom på den smarta iden att ringa min käre bror istället! så snäll som han är så kom han till tåget och mötte mig med både busskort o pengar!
in på stan, mötte johanna o lisa på nk. ingen shopping!!! bra, poäng för det!!
fika sen med martin, jon, kristian o johanna.
sen presentköp till martin.
hann även med biljard, systemet och en sväng till johanna. väl hemma hos mina föräldrar så lagade jag mat och sen har jag slappat. måste säga att det ter sig bra!

en annan sak jag har kommit underfund med så här på hal is på hemmaplan, det är vad mycket dumt som sägs och blir sagt när man har druckit. och väldigt mycket roligt med iofs.
ja det var väl allt för mig idag, gonatt!

Merry Joyful Christmas

I've been really busy the last week/s as you might have noticed. anyway, now Im in Sweden and celebrating Christmas, New Years and my 25th birthday.

So from me to all of you I wish you a Merry Christmas, Buon Natale, Feliz Navidad, God Jul!!!

in a week...

ok...so within the next ten days i have tons to do!
Thursday: uni in the morning, lunch with NLE for our upcoming event "The Soul of Lucia" @ club Femme, Dec 13. (Don't miss it, if you're in Rome that is...) then I'm gonna go on a touristbus around rome...exciting!! at 8.30 Stacy my dear friend is performing in a play. then after there is a party at a friend's house.
Friday:meeting with prospective client for NLE. then studying like a maniac for my three finals on Monday!!! Xmas party in the evening. Sat and Sun I'll have to study for my finals...che palle!!! Monday busy with exams from 10-18pm---straight on!

Monday nite big PARTY!!! tuesday promoting wednesday SANTA LUCIA party!!! thursday pack friday flying to london baby!!! gonna see my sweetie carolina and some other friends. Then someone told me something about a christmas ball in the evening, what was that Jason? ;) saturday fly back to rome for the final dinner with my forever departing friends =( Sunday flying to Sweden for a months vacation!!! yeeeeey!!!
so now you know what I'm up to !!!

well I just need to center mysef as Laura would put it!

anything but nothing...

I don't feel like dancin (scissors sisters) and get up (fibes, oh fibes!) are the songs played on my itunes now...fibes, oh fibes! I gotta say are geniusies...they make me smile no matter what! they are absofucklinglutely fantastic!!! check them out if you haven't (haha I should get paid by them now, shouldn't I?!)

so many things in soooo little time..two more days to deadline of everything it seems. Last weeks of school, and the beginning of something new with NLE (northern light events). today I even recieved my offical work email, aaaaw and it felt good baby! the step to the adult world is approaching as we speak (or as Im writing) scary but niiiceee I like challenges ;) so give it to me baby...

going to sweden on the 17th arrive on the 18th haha yeah I know but it's on the north pole, it takes time to arrive (or maybe because it's a night flight, either or, don't remember..; ) then gothenburg, copenhagen, stockholm and god knows where else before my last semester at university starts!!! then in may, there will be the biggest party ever!!! however since I'm now am writing this when I should be writing about the great american artist edward hopper, and 6 articles and a feature story....
I'm not quite sure if I'll make it....


however as Stella Adler put it "Your talent lies in your choices!"

saturday morning after a friday night

It's been a loooong week. Many deadlines a lot of things to do. I have to start with my thank you speech again. Without Jason this week (again!!!) I wouldn't have made it. He's great, such a loving sweetheart! Even though he had to work the next day he stayed up with me until 3 in the morning helping me to get my two big film reviews done. TVB JASON! (hehe now he's gonna get proud, but he really deserves to be so it's okay!) another big thanks to my friends in sweden, who are still there for me everytime I come back home. and they are always there to listen to my crazy plans. and even though I've told them so many times that I will move back without actually doing it, they still love me and I love you guys!

We had our second aperitivo with Northern Light Events yesterday. It was sushi and my dear friend silvia showed her paintings. I'm impressed. she's really good!! people like the idea. I'm happy. it's like my baby. soon I'm gonna finish the homepage and the businesscards too. 2007 is going to be a good year. people already asked us to organize events for them!

My ex came to the aperitivo. always nice to talk to him. he knows me so well though. and he is one out of a few to actually understand what I mean when I sometimes don't even understand myself. we said however that we are doing so much better apart then together. funny isn't it how life and love works out sometimes!?

I had art again this week, we went to see the exhibition of Andy Warhol. I really do love art! why did I stop studying art and advertising, so stupid! if I sit with art time will pass and I could work for ever without knowing it. like when i worked for the paper in the states. haha maybe that's why I never got married to him. I was in love with my job. Anyway I've reached the conclusion that it's better like this. everything happens for a reason. love is love, a career is a career. and someone desperately wants me to make a career it seems hahaha
I got an offer to go to new york. I might do it. I don't know. first sweden though. I have so many plans. where to start? where to go? in six months i'm done with school. people tell me not to worry, that I will make something big, a success. haha ok that's nice to hear. but as what??? anyway in life there is a beginning and an ending, when you find the right beginning the end doesn't matter anymore!

the saying of the day: "To have what you have not, you must do what you haven't done!"