saturday morning after a friday night

It's been a loooong week. Many deadlines a lot of things to do. I have to start with my thank you speech again. Without Jason this week (again!!!) I wouldn't have made it. He's great, such a loving sweetheart! Even though he had to work the next day he stayed up with me until 3 in the morning helping me to get my two big film reviews done. TVB JASON! (hehe now he's gonna get proud, but he really deserves to be so it's okay!) another big thanks to my friends in sweden, who are still there for me everytime I come back home. and they are always there to listen to my crazy plans. and even though I've told them so many times that I will move back without actually doing it, they still love me and I love you guys!

We had our second aperitivo with Northern Light Events yesterday. It was sushi and my dear friend silvia showed her paintings. I'm impressed. she's really good!! people like the idea. I'm happy. it's like my baby. soon I'm gonna finish the homepage and the businesscards too. 2007 is going to be a good year. people already asked us to organize events for them!

My ex came to the aperitivo. always nice to talk to him. he knows me so well though. and he is one out of a few to actually understand what I mean when I sometimes don't even understand myself. we said however that we are doing so much better apart then together. funny isn't it how life and love works out sometimes!?

I had art again this week, we went to see the exhibition of Andy Warhol. I really do love art! why did I stop studying art and advertising, so stupid! if I sit with art time will pass and I could work for ever without knowing it. like when i worked for the paper in the states. haha maybe that's why I never got married to him. I was in love with my job. Anyway I've reached the conclusion that it's better like this. everything happens for a reason. love is love, a career is a career. and someone desperately wants me to make a career it seems hahaha
I got an offer to go to new york. I might do it. I don't know. first sweden though. I have so many plans. where to start? where to go? in six months i'm done with school. people tell me not to worry, that I will make something big, a success. haha ok that's nice to hear. but as what??? anyway in life there is a beginning and an ending, when you find the right beginning the end doesn't matter anymore!

the saying of the day: "To have what you have not, you must do what you haven't done!"