everything has it's own time and place!

Realized today after several ppl have been telling me, "anna, get a grip, don't stress out, you need to focus and calm down. You need to be the happy and smiling anna!" It's true...this past month i've been going through some rough times...having feelings that I didn't think I was able to have...Scary! I've been feeling like a baloon, without air...Knowing that I had to focus and do things...but unable to do anything. It was as my mind has been on hold.
Today I had an art presentation,and while preparing for it I was in the library...reading about art. And I realized that (many realizations today...=) I miss studying art and design...and working with it. However I'm just happy that today is a good day! I'm smiling again...after realizing that everything has it's own time and place...and that we have to go through things to realize other things...
This song is another reminder of that!

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be...