Gotta write in English too...sometimes that's even easier than writing in Swedish...funny isn't it?! (and if I could've written well in Italian, I would've too...)
That's how it is though...dealing with three different langauges every day. Not always easy, just like life itself I guess.
Decided to open this blog for me to analyze my feelings and thoughts about life here in Rome...and in general too for that matter. Even though it for some people might seem that I'm living la dolce vita, it's not always easy being a swedish, blonde girl in Italy...and i am too, only human, with feelings and a heart.
Unfortunately that haven't been clear to some people that I've ran across on my journey...From being a naive girl to the little more mature girl that I am today...it's been a loooong road...and I've learned it the hard way. Maybe the only way to learn about life?!
Some people that doesn't know me (yet) might think that I'm a strong, determined young woman who doesn't get run over by anybody. Oh how I wish it was like that, it would've been so much easier. However I'm just me, determined yes but sometimes it feels like I'm Bambi on slippery ice...with no idea what to do...scared...most of all of not being able to love and being loved...is it really that hard?
For now I'll keep my mask on...makes life so much easier...but slowly, slowly I want to take it off...
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